Laura had her 4 month doctor visit today; you can check her updated stats back on the original 4 month entry. She survived the shots again and actually is doing better this time, I think. We saw a physician's assistant because our usual doctor is out of town. Luckily we left with a prescription for some special shampoo that is supposed to help with poor Laura's crusty cradle cap head. Cereal fans, we asked...but they recommend waiting until 6 months! We will, however, be introducing her to a little formula this week to see how it goes and then begin the weaning process - I think.
I have very mixed feelings about stopping breastfeeding. On one hand, I like that time with her, knowing that it's good for her, dad likes that it's free. On the other hand, sometimes I am frustrated by the way it ties me down, and I think it would really be a challenge to keep pumping while I am at school. Unfortunately the reasons for stopping are all for my benefit and not really for her, so I am feeling a little guilty about it. Probably I'm sad too just because it means she's growing up; breastfeeding is something we've done together every day since she was born. So we'll see - we may try to keep at it a little bit, holding on to morning and night feedings if we can.
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awww........don't feel so guilty about it! You breast-fed her for 4 months (and counting), which is pretty fantastic in and of itself. It'd really be quite the hassle to deal with at school - can't imagine it. She had many months of the benefits, and she will be just fine either way. Don't be so hard on yourself dearie.
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